My another tough year finally over real soon (Another TOUGHER year to be precise). Tbh, I feel sad deep inside my heart, but at the same time, im kinda feel relief too tho.
Well..... I learn MORE than I expected over the period.
Part of the dark side of my life (pity me i beg you lol):
Having my HEART BROKEN few times (psstt its actually from the same person. Deym aku sendiri tak sangka dia punya attachment tu sampai macam tu sekali. But nahhh forget about it. Its REALLY over right now).
Being STUPID like always. Pffftt just don't wanna talk about it. Too stupid to be told.
Being BACK-STAB from our so-called 'friend'. Whatever. I just hope that she'll hate us as much as we hate her. Supaya tak ada dah orang yang tak kenang budi met us again in the future. Lets not be friend anymore pls. Merayu melutut ni tak tipu.
So to the reader out there, if any (lol),
Its true. And being used is MORE hurt than being putus cinta
(A very wise word from a girl yang baru pernah bercinta sekali, me!
Hahahah terhibur jap dengan diri sendiri).
Despite having too much bad luck, I always feel blessed over the lessons. Atleast aku tahu what should be done later kan?
BUT!
I also feel BLESSED over millions trillion quadrillion quintillion.....infinityyy of things over the year.
For being able to BREATH like always.
For being able to THINK like always.
For being able to have my BELOVED FAMILY beside me through thick and thin of my life.
For being able to have soooo many GOOD FRIENDS (instead of the one that spoil my good friend list just now. Blurghh) more beyond than my imaginations as my company.
And lot more. It would be a super-duper long list tho kalau aku listkan semua benda!
I'm super grateful to ALLAH for giving me another one year of chance to be more mature and learn as many lesson as He give me for the sake of my future.
Lesson of the year, be GRATEFUL. Always!
Goodbye 2017 dan seisinya.
p/s: Posting it early as yang sepatutnya because final exam is just a week from now. Tak boleh main main. I wanna leave my degree life so bad (but nahhh I'm pretty sure I'll be crying missing the moments) :)
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